Preoccupied

April is probably the most tiring and the most mind-twisting month I've ever had this year. I can't wait to start anew next month.

For the past few weeks, I feel that I haven't had any sense of direction since MSN-no-more was announced. I kept myself busy thinking: where will I go? what will I do? will I be transferred to an account way much better than MSN?--y' know, those kind of stuff. I am so tired...pressured...sad.

5 days to go before I finally move on. I still don't know which account shall I go. I'm confused. Interviews and exams to other accounts seem to be endless. And the worst part is that, all our job-opennings in the company are for the technical support department. Though I'm quite excited about doing technical things for a new job experience, I still can't help but wonder: do I still have a career-path in this company?

I hope there still is.

Or is it time to move on?( as in totally move on!) you know, transfer to another company! I got even more confused when another company (also one of the finest call centers in the country) called me up for a phone interview yesterday. I could not believe they would respond to my application so fast since I just sent them my resume on-line two days ago. I was scheduled to take a 4-hour exam on Monday (April 25), which includes English proficiency test, listening skills, I.Q test etc. And according to the man I spoke to over the phone, I could start right away as soon as I pass the exam!

Huh?!

I'd say, the call got me even more confused. When I hung up, I thought my brain was going to explode! I really don't know what to do, where to go, what to decide...grrrr! As much as possible, I want to stay in the company.

But now...I'm not sure anymore.